
No.
It was wishful thinking of her side, a small chance, given her own experiences with the everwhite's events. Sometimes, amnesia would come for the most unfortunate and spare them of the worst, and a small part of her wanted to hope for that, but between @Luthien and @Harper, there was one thing she agrees and disagrees with...

No one is strong for this. No one is ready to hurt the people they care for. And that's fine.
Because she is certain she wasn't. Hurting her lover is not her definition of strength. The scars were only delayed, favouring getting done what needs to be done over self-restraint. She only hoped the burden would not be so heavy on any of them.
When ready to leave, the hunter's voice halted her, eye focused behind Yugam if only to be watchful of what he could not, just as he is of what she can't right now.

This is gonna hurt.
It always did, but this time he wasn't kidding once skin and flesh stretched out around such a sensitive area. A temporary solution that would get her out alive. It hurt, but by no means as much as the first time, with most of her nerves practically dead around that area. Gritting teeth and a tighter grasp upon @Ronja Bubblyfoot was all she allowed to slip through.
@Yugam's last gift for her, however, came as a surprise, but it would serve better than any other weapon in her arsenal: Six shots, enough to kill anything that moves.

I'll be wanting this back. Now, take her home.

You do the same.
Her eye flickered towards Harper and Luthien's direction, giving him one final nod.
















