A surprise for sure had been that wonderful email about the game coming back. To be back in that wonderful realm and not have to worry about what waited for him *here*. The brunette stared at his phone as he leaned back in the leather chair he happened to be sitting in. Why the fuck did he need to be here? Right. Fucking client. A client that was late as all hell. The place they were meeting was in some rich ass hotel. Yes, meet in a public place with people rushing about to and from. Those red-brown eyes watching them, a clicking sound came from his as he clicked his tongue upon the top off the top of his mouth. This was already annoying. "Any longer and I turn into a fuckin mushroom" he muttered to himself. He wore that same black and red collar from before and a leather jacket upon a white shirt, some black faded jeans and combat boots. He was being eyed by one of the security offices patrolling the area.
"Why don't you just leave if you hate it here so much? They are looking at you. Watching you. If you don't leave now... they might capture you. Drag you back. You wouldn't want that, now would you?" That annoying voice that was now always there, never leaving. It toyed and tempted him to do things , and currently the only reason that THIS was what he could do. Everything else he had done ended up in pure and utter failure. He had ended up in the police station more times then he could count. Thankfully no charges were ever pressed against him. He didn't need a paper trail. If he had a paper trail... he was doom. He couldn't go back there. He couldn't go back there. He couldn't go back there. No. No. He half jumped as someone touched his shoulder. Those red-brown eyes looking into some woman.
She had a kind face, probably a bit older than he was-- if that. "Are you okay... I couldn't help but noticed that you keeping looking around. You're not in trouble are you?" How did he even fucking answer that? He parted his lips to speak. "I.. well I..." he got out his voice was shaking. The woman went to kneel in front of him and so softly place her hands upon his cheeks. "Shush, shush. It will all be okay. Why don't you come with me and we can talk a little. Alright. No one is going to come after you. That is what it is. Is it not?" She was kind, but he didn't like her touching. She was too close. Too close. "Yes, go with her. Then END her. She is only going to be a threat to ya.." He didn't need to listen to that voice. It told him to do bad things.
Yet he was already being led by his hand and into the elevator by the woman. "Quite the act, champ" the woman said as the doors closed them off from the lobby. Act? She thought it was an act? "Though next time shouldn't you be a bit less... obvious." This was the fucking client. You had to be fucking kidding him. He clicked his tongue "well if someone met me at the agreed time-- then I wouldn't have been bloody sitting and drawing bloody attention. So really this is your fault." The doors opened upon the fourteenth floor and he was dragged and pushed against the wall. "I could care less about your profile. You better be worth it with such a mouth on you." The fuck was happening. This was HIS client right? This was.... then it was like his consciousness faded away from him. It was upon that day that he realized that he might need a little bit of help. Cause the last thing he remembered was being pushed against that textured wall. the woman smelt of smoke and a jasmine perfume-- it was oddly complimenting to one another. Neither too overpowering. The next he was on the subway.
What the fuck had just happened. He hurried himself out of the subway once the doors opened. "So where are ya going? Not afraid that HE might be around the corner?" He hissed "shut up. Shut up. Shut up." He looked crazed and perhaps he probably was. "Mommy, that man is talking to himself." A child pointed at him and the woman quickly rushed her little boy away as his eyes even looked in her general location. It was by some sheer miracle no one had gotten him committed honestly. Perhaps he did belong in a crazy house. He continued to see Rudger in every dark alley. He heard multiple voices now. He had blackouts. He knew none of these things were normal, but he wouldn't allow himself to be put away. Terra was his release.... it made things better. He had it now.
He bit his lip so hard it bled, he needed a fucking drink. A drink. He couldn't help but remember that day he met the red head. For the first time in four years, he went to pull out his cell phone. It was honestly stupid to do did. He doubted she would answer. He didn't even know why he was doing it. Maybe it was to stop people from staring at him like he was going to go on some rampage at any moment. He pressed the number and held it up to his ear when the screen showed the dialing screen. He continued to walk along the path. He really should go home, but well he couldn't bring himself to just hurry up to his apartment. It honestly was shitty here. Terra wasn't-- but with the attack having him remember that day he met her... he couldn't help but call her. To call Bre. Would she answer though? Would she even remember him?
@Lorelei Varic
"Why don't you just leave if you hate it here so much? They are looking at you. Watching you. If you don't leave now... they might capture you. Drag you back. You wouldn't want that, now would you?" That annoying voice that was now always there, never leaving. It toyed and tempted him to do things , and currently the only reason that THIS was what he could do. Everything else he had done ended up in pure and utter failure. He had ended up in the police station more times then he could count. Thankfully no charges were ever pressed against him. He didn't need a paper trail. If he had a paper trail... he was doom. He couldn't go back there. He couldn't go back there. He couldn't go back there. No. No. He half jumped as someone touched his shoulder. Those red-brown eyes looking into some woman.
She had a kind face, probably a bit older than he was-- if that. "Are you okay... I couldn't help but noticed that you keeping looking around. You're not in trouble are you?" How did he even fucking answer that? He parted his lips to speak. "I.. well I..." he got out his voice was shaking. The woman went to kneel in front of him and so softly place her hands upon his cheeks. "Shush, shush. It will all be okay. Why don't you come with me and we can talk a little. Alright. No one is going to come after you. That is what it is. Is it not?" She was kind, but he didn't like her touching. She was too close. Too close. "Yes, go with her. Then END her. She is only going to be a threat to ya.." He didn't need to listen to that voice. It told him to do bad things.
Yet he was already being led by his hand and into the elevator by the woman. "Quite the act, champ" the woman said as the doors closed them off from the lobby. Act? She thought it was an act? "Though next time shouldn't you be a bit less... obvious." This was the fucking client. You had to be fucking kidding him. He clicked his tongue "well if someone met me at the agreed time-- then I wouldn't have been bloody sitting and drawing bloody attention. So really this is your fault." The doors opened upon the fourteenth floor and he was dragged and pushed against the wall. "I could care less about your profile. You better be worth it with such a mouth on you." The fuck was happening. This was HIS client right? This was.... then it was like his consciousness faded away from him. It was upon that day that he realized that he might need a little bit of help. Cause the last thing he remembered was being pushed against that textured wall. the woman smelt of smoke and a jasmine perfume-- it was oddly complimenting to one another. Neither too overpowering. The next he was on the subway.
What the fuck had just happened. He hurried himself out of the subway once the doors opened. "So where are ya going? Not afraid that HE might be around the corner?" He hissed "shut up. Shut up. Shut up." He looked crazed and perhaps he probably was. "Mommy, that man is talking to himself." A child pointed at him and the woman quickly rushed her little boy away as his eyes even looked in her general location. It was by some sheer miracle no one had gotten him committed honestly. Perhaps he did belong in a crazy house. He continued to see Rudger in every dark alley. He heard multiple voices now. He had blackouts. He knew none of these things were normal, but he wouldn't allow himself to be put away. Terra was his release.... it made things better. He had it now.
He bit his lip so hard it bled, he needed a fucking drink. A drink. He couldn't help but remember that day he met the red head. For the first time in four years, he went to pull out his cell phone. It was honestly stupid to do did. He doubted she would answer. He didn't even know why he was doing it. Maybe it was to stop people from staring at him like he was going to go on some rampage at any moment. He pressed the number and held it up to his ear when the screen showed the dialing screen. He continued to walk along the path. He really should go home, but well he couldn't bring himself to just hurry up to his apartment. It honestly was shitty here. Terra wasn't-- but with the attack having him remember that day he met her... he couldn't help but call her. To call Bre. Would she answer though? Would she even remember him?
@Lorelei Varic