Complete 18+ Private Something Different

[Luthien]

His lips pressed against her neck, the teeth lightly brushing against her skin causing the woman to tremble as her cheeks flushed. There was a small nagging voice in the very back of her mind that attempted a protest, but it was quickly drowned out as Valeria gazed right into his eyes. The blonde might've been inexperienced but she certainly wasn't a fool, she could see the same lustful fog that she felt swirling in the dept of his brown eyes, a full day's worth of tension hard to mask when they stood so close to one another.

Ari was the first to take a metaphorical dive as he closed the distance between them, slowly drifting closer until their lips connected. The hands at her waist urged her closer and Valeria responded in kind, her body pressing against his chest as the arm holding the sake glass wrapped over the back of his neck.

She liked kissing, that was something Valeria had discovered early on, but as their kiss deepened the blonde quickly realized she liked kissing Ari even more. Her teeth grazed against his bottom lip, carefully trapping it inside her mouth as she pulled it softly before letting go. She was teasing him, a playful glint present in her eyes even as the corners of her mouth were pulled into a mischievous grin. The grip on his shirt strengthened, tugging at the fabric as she tried to bring him closer to her—if such a thing was even possible.

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

Her arm wrapped itself around his neck as they kissed for the first time, and what Ari hoped would not be the last. Something in him craved more. Not the physicality of their exchange, or because they'd finally pierced whatever thin barrier had kept their desire for each other poorly hidden. He craved her. Every part of him suddenly wanted nothing but to make her his own. Everything, her very being, he wanted to claim it as his own.

A none too quiet voice reminded the man this wasn't something that could possibly last. That he should stop. That going any further would cross a line that he would not be able to recover from. That their being together was only for the week, and he would force himself to painfully forget if he continued.

That little voice could go fuck itself.

Her teeth grazed his lip, tugging gently as she pulled back and gave him a teasing smile. There was no point in either of them concealing their desires any longer. They'd left the safety of thinly veiled compliments and playful teasing. He could feel the fabric of his clothing stretch as she tugged at his side. "I thought you wanted to see what the city looked like from here," he said in a low voice. His eyes stayed fixed on hers, the dark orbs gleaming with barely contained need.

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

She knew there was no turning back from this, the careful song and dance they had performed throughout the day (poor as it might've been) now broken and transformed into something more. A soft voice piped up once more, logic and reason trying to warn the girl of the impending pain and heartache she'd be willingly exposing herself to if they continued. It was swiftly silenced once more, after all the heart knew what it wanted... and she wanted him, even if it would only be for a week.

"I thought you wanted to see what the city looked like from here."

His words earned a soft chuckle from the blonde currently in his arms, the sound light and airy as her grin widened into a smile. A soft hum echoed in her throat as Valeria pretended to give it some thought, her gaze never straying away from his own. "Mhmm, I wanted to see which of the two of us had the best view of the city," Her eyes glinted as her voice gained a playful note to it's words, before Valeria leaned in closer until her lips almost brushed against his ear.

"... and I found it right here."

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

That trademark mischievous grin of hers. It broadened into a smile, as she let out a soft hum in response to his question. "Mhmm, I wanted to see which of the two of us had the best view of the city," she'd said before leaning in close to whisper into his ear. "...and I found it right here."

Had she hoped to tear down the last of his defenses? Goad him into being the first to put into words what they were both hoping for? If so, she'd made a fatal mistake. She'd left her vulnerable neck exposed.

A low growl escaped his throat as the man rushed forward, his lips finding the exposed flesh of her neck, his teeth gently grazing her skin. A hand that'd been gripping her waist drifted upwards, ever so slightly. Just enough that he could run his thumb over the line of her ribcage. The other hand merely gripped her tighter, almost possessively as he pulled her tight against his body, refusing to let her escape from clutches. Not that she gave any indication that she even cared to.

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

She'd thought herself a clever girl, the words softly whispered into his ear with careful measurement and intent. However it seemed the blonde hadn't accounted for one thing, a mistake on her part that was perhaps caused by the light buzz in her mind... though if it was due to the alcohol or just the thrilling excitement she currently felt was anyone's guess. "Aahn...!" The only warning afforded had been the low growl that had escaped his throat before she felt his teeth grazed against her sensitive skin. An involuntary moan escaped her vocals, the touch eliciting another soft tremble even as Ari pulled her closer to him once more.

Her arm wrapped tighter in response, the woman a willing victim in his arms, even as her fingers carefully clasped the top of the glass securely—avoiding having the contents spill or the vessel suddenly crashing onto the floor. "A-Ari...!" His name left her lips in a whimpered breadth, the tones tiptoeing a thin line between an admonishment and a plea. The hand that had been grasping his shirt had been pinned slightly as his own arm wrapped around Valeria to bring her closer, fingers tangling with the fabric as she pulled at it once more.

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

She'd let out a sharp gasp as he'd began to nip at her neck, not quite hard enough to leave a mark. Each of his teasing bites drawing out Valeria's need, knowingly pushing her closer and closer to the edge. "A-Ari...!" Her voice caught somewhere between a gasp and whimper, a half-hearted attempt to scold the man for his forwardness instead letting slip just how far the man had managed to push her.

One step forward was all it took for Ari to press his advantage against her. Pinned between the cold railing and the heat of his body, Valeria had no way to escape from the leg that'd been placed between hers. The man lifted his leg, just enough to press into the space between her legs. He could feel the heat radiating from Valeria's body piercing the denim of their clothes.

Ari's lips began to trail upwards again, rough kisses and tender nips, all the way to her ear. His warm breath caressed her skin as he gently took the soft flesh of her earlobe between his teeth, the metallic taste of her earring on his tongue. "Just tell me what you want," he then whispered. "Ask me for it, and I might just give it to you."

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

Each nip against the skin of her neck caused a shiver to run up her spine, earning the man soft cries as her breath became short and ragged. She did little to hide her enjoyment, after all she'd always been a poor liar so the habit simply never formed. He took a step forwards then and, trapped as she was, Valeria could do nothing except step backwards and right into the trap of the man.

She was already in a tight place, pressed between the railing and Ari's body, before the man side stepped just enough to place one of his legs between her own. Denim rubbed against denim, a short gasp escaping the girl before her grip tightened on the glass in her hands—avoiding an incident, though also increasingly frustrated by the now unwanted object in her grasp.

It felt like a raging fire was now burning inside of her, the heat rising in intensity as his lips began to trail upwards along her neck. Rough kisses were interlaced with gentle nibbles as they followed a trail, before she felt his breath tickle the inside of her ear. Another moan, much louder than those from before, was released when he took her earlobe into his mouth. The blonde trembled in response as her pinned hand released the fabric of his shirt, her fingers grasping at his side as the manicured nails softly dug into his clothing.

"A-Ari...! I want... w-want...!" Again the little voice at the back of her mind lit up once more, causing her words to waver and her frustration to grow before she cursed under her breath. "... ay puñetaaaaaa!!!"

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

It appeared that Ari's efforts were slowly being rewarded. Each of his kisses and gentle bites elicited another needy cry from the girl. He relished each and everyone, eagerly drawing them out, right up to the point where she could not longer contain herself. An unrestrained moan filled the night air. If any other hotel guests were lounging on their balcony, they'd be spared the sight of Ari applying his ministrations to Valeria's body by the balcony sidings.

"A-Ari...! I want... w-want...!" she gasped, the desperation in her voice apparent. He'd almost won, at least, until Valeria suddenly stopped herself short, cursing quietly in her native tongue. The man couldn't let out a short chuckle as he leaned back ever so slightly to watch her wrestle between her desire and her desire to win.

He pressed his leg a little more firmly, a single tug at Valeria's waist dragging her up his leg, only to slowly slide back down as the hand pinning Valeria's trailed further up her side, brushing over her chest, the side of her neck until he cupped her head, his thumb gently stroking the ridge of her cheek as leaned in a kissed her again. His tongue slowly traced the counters of her bottom lip, only for the kiss to end a moment later. "Say it," he said in a commanding tone.

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

She could see the enjoyment in his eyes, his gaze fixed on her whenever possible as he drank in every single reaction his ministered affections delivered. His leg pressed further when she refused to answer his question, a short chuckle escaping his lips as the hand on her waist dragged Valeria up higher before letting go. It caused denim to grind against denim, a gasped moan escaping under her breath, even as his hand trailed upwards until it reached the side of her neck.

It felt like every fiber of her being was currently on fire, the sensation further highlighted when a cool breeze stroked her back and caused Valeria to shiver. There was a pleading look in her eyes as he gazed into her own, the girl unable to keep herself from biting her lower lip as he cupped the side of her face. The distance was closed then, his lips softly pressing against her own as they kissed. His tongue caused tickles atop the surface of her bottom lip, before another whimper escaped as Ari pulled back once more.

"Say it." His voice was commanding, domineering, and frankly music to Valeria's ears if the blonde was honest with herself. It caused her to fidget in response, the blush on her cheeks having long since deepened and now reaching the very tip of her ears. "I... Ari, I-I...!!!"

She knew it then, she wanted him—all of him. ... fuuuuuuuuuck! The realization alone caused the girl to curse mentally, her frustrations compounding by the second as she struggled between the strong urges and desire currently flooding her mind... and the fear and apprehension that quickly nestled deep within her chest. These were deep waters that Valeria had no idea how to navigate, and they left the blonde surprised and confused by the strength of her emotions.

"... I c-caaant!"

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

It felt as if the temperature of Valera's body had reached almost feverish levels. Each heavy rise and fall of her chest let loose a warm breath that tickled Ari's face. Her eyes begged him to give her what she wanted. What they both wanted. But Ari was a patient man.

She shifted in his grasp, every involuntary motion only worsening her situation, sending tiny pulses of pleasure shooting through her body. The redness of her face wasn't lost on the man. Embarrassment, need, pure desire, it didn't matter. The look she gave him was almost satisfactory. Almost.

She moaned his name, mixed with half spoken sentences. Ari's heart raced as he listened, savoring every syllable.

"...I c-caaant!"

The words finally burst from her throat, attempting to deny him once more. Did she still imagine that she could win their little contest? Perhaps.

The man leaned in close once more, his lips brushing against the edge of her ear. "Can't, or won't?" he asked in a hushed tone, before quickly nipping at her lobe.

And then he stepped back, completely disentangling himself from the girl. "Ok then," he said in a teasing tone, a mischievous smile as he decided to gamble with the hand he'd been dealt. The man turned around and picked up the glass of sake taking a sip as he stepped through the open door back into the dark room. "I'll be here when you change your mind."

The man collapsed on neatly made hotel bed, drink still in hand as he closed his eyes for just a moment, wondering if Valeria would take the bait. It was fine if she didn't too, he supposed. He was never this forward. Especially not when he'd just met someone. But there was something different about her. The balcony alone was evidence enough. He'd never once in his life connected with someone else in the manner he felt he had today with Valeria. Felt so strongly for someone.

If only it could last.

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

"Can't, or won't?"

The words were barely a whisper as he spoke them into her ears, his teeth giving her earlobe a quick nip that caused her to shudder in response... "Ok then." And just like that a sudden rush of cold night air filled in the space when the man had been standing in just a second or two before.

A perplexed look settled on Valeria's features as her mind suddenly tried to comprehend what had just happened, the unexpected change in temperature having a sobering effect on the blonde. He smiled in her direction, a devious grin resting on his lips, before his hand reached for his glass of sake and took a sip.

"I'll be here when you change your mind."

With that Ari disappeared back into the hotel room, Valeria able to watch him partially before he collapsed on the neatly made hotel bed. She shivered in response as another gust of wind caressed her side, before her eyes were casted downwards and onto the glass of sake she still held in her own hand. A look of utter disappointment crossed her face then, the feeling strong enough to almost feel palpable, before her teeth trapped her bottom lip as she bit onto it in frustration. She'd never been faced with such a conundrum before, she had never wanted someone so badly enough to trigger such an issue, and the realization caused Valeria to grip the glass on her hand tightly in response. He felt different to anyone else the girl had met in her life so far, and a small corner in the back of her mind simply knew that he was special to her.

That's what made everything so difficult right now, causing Valeria to feel like she was stuck between a rock and a hard place as her gaze lingered back up towards the opened sliding door and the warmth light from inside the room. "Fuuuuuuck...!" A whispered curse left her lips as her free hand rose to touch her forehead, fingers combing down her skull before they grasped the tie holding up her pony tail. Golden strands were allowed to fall freely, the tie now safely wrapped around her wrist as the fingers combed through her hair—trying to ease her muddle thoughts.

She paced outside for a moment, struggling to find a right answer, before another glance was given at the glass on her left hand. "Ay que se joda...!" With those whispered words the blonde brought the glass to her lips, knocking the contents within back in one go before grimacing and coughing as the alcohol burned down her throat.

Liquid courage, that's what many called it, was something that Valeria felt she'd need a lot of right now. The now empty glass was discarded atop the small coffee table in the balcony, before her steps finally brought the girl back into the hotel room. A hand moved to carefully close the sliding door once more, a soft and long exhale escaping her lungs then, before her eyes turned to look at the man laying atop his bed peacefully. His eyes were closed, the glass currently being nursed as it rested atop his chest, and for a moment Ari looked like the very poster child of angelical innocence.

Quietly she removed her sneakers, the socks following as she stuffed them into each shoe. They were then neatly lined up against a corner of the wall, before her steps took her over to the bed. She crawled onto it then, her hands pressing down against the mattress to support her weight, before the blonde shifted herself closer to the man. A hand reached out tentatively at first, stopping mid air for just a moment, before Valeria shook her head and steeled her nerves. She reached over him then, her arm wrapping around his waist softly as the blonde curled up in the empty spot by his side—a spot that felt so warm and familiar Valeria could've sworn it had been made just for her. Her head rested against his shoulder, a deep sigh escaping through slightly parted lips, as the girl chose to focus her gaze onto the sake glass Ari was holding instead of his face.

"I w-want to... I want you," She could feel the heat quickly rising upon her cheeks once more, though if it was out of sheer embarrassment or the insane amount of sake she'd downed but a few moments before was anyone's guess. Still a part of Valeria figured it was working the way she'd hoped, able to get the words out this time even when the tightness in her chest was almost suffocating. "... but I c-can't, I haven't... I've never been withsomeoneelsebefore."

@Yugam

 

[Yugam]

Ari drifted in and out of the edge of consciousness as he lay on the soft bed. It wasn't nearly as firm as his bed at home, which oddly enough, made this bed less comfortable. He could hear quiet muttering drifting in from the outside, so softly spoken that Ari wasn't entirely sure if he'd drifted into a dream or not. He swam in a myriad of imaginings as he listened to Val's hushed voice outside. Her voice alone was enough to invade the most secured of those dreams. A world of what ifs. What if they made it through this week. What if they kept in contact. What if they didn't live miles apart. What if they didn't care. He hated this world of what ifs simply because he knew it could never be real. If he'd been asked about it, he would've denied it's existence.

It wasn't until he felt the bed shift beneath him that he roused from his half-sleep. Though his eyes remained softly shut, he felt a body gently lay itself down beside him, a slender arm draping itself across his midriff to gently grasp at his waist as a head laid itself down atop his shoulder.

"I w-want to... I want you," he heard Valeria say quietly, haltingly. The man couldn't help but allow a small mischievous grin to slowly spread across his lips as he turned his head to look at her, taking pride in knowing that he'd won their little contest, as insignificant as it was.

"...but I c-can't, I haven't...I've never been withsomeoneelsebefore."

The smile slowly faded from the man's lips as he heard those words. His head turned to affix itself to the ceiling as his mind processed what Valeria had just said. "Ah...I see."

Well, that was...unexpected. Immediately, Ari wished that, for just once in his life, he could let himself be the goddamn asshole. It wasn't everyday that a beautiful woman laid down in bed with you, telling you that they wanted you, despite having met you all of twelve hours ago and having never shared an intimate touch with someone else before. But that just wasn't who he was.

The man sat up slightly, taking a long draught of his sake before reaching over and placing his glass on the nightstand. Laying back down, the man looked over at Val with a gentle smile. He ran a hand through her soft blonde hair, caressing her cheek before laying his hand back atop his chest. "Save that for someone else," he said quietly. "Someone you love."

That wasn't his to take. And no measure of alcohol or lust would change that fact. Nor would it change the guilt he felt afterwards. No, the only thing he could lay claim to was the time they spent together, what they did with it, and the feelings he refused acknowledge. Valeria had crawled her way into his fleshy heart, nestling herself into it's bloody chambers and claiming it for her own. He could never hurt the one who'd done that to him.

@Luthien

 

[Luthien]

She felt the slight shift of his body as Ari's head turned to look in her direction. What she didn't witness was the small grin that slowly spread across his lips as Valeria finally admitted her desires, her eyes focused instead on the sake glass that quietly rested atop the man's chest. There was a pause before she had found her voice once more, even if it had drifted into the softest of whispers by the end of her second confession of the night.

"Ah...I see."

Silence slowly stretched over them after those words, the girl silently pulling her bottom lip between her teeth once more. Once more she found herself simmering with a layer of frustration that Valeria was unaccustomed to, for the first time conflicted between her own wishes and her own desires. Her mind was quick to chide the girl for even entertaining a topic that it had always considered set in stone, logic dictating that the right choice was to simply ignore said wants since they'd only lead to regret and heartache later. He had shifted then, sitting up ever so slightly to take a long drink from his glass before it was placed on the nightstand. It caused her to shift ever so slightly, though once Ari had lied back down the girl had been quick to snuggle up against the man's side once more.

The arm around his midriff shifted then, fingers now softly resting against his chest as they grasped the fabric of his shirt ever so slightly. His fingers softly ran along her hair, causing Valeria to close her eyes as she allowed herself to simply enjoy the moment. The soft caress of his fingers against her cheek finally caused the girl to look up at Ari, feeling her breath catch in her throat at the gentle smile the man wore on his lips for her.

"Save that for someone else, someone you love."

A part of her almost wished he'd been an asshole about it, at least that way Valeria would've been able to quickly put to rest any and all of the what ifs and different scenarios that continued to play inside her head. Instead he was sweet about it all, managing to remain an understanding party even against the amount of alcohol both of them had imbibed for the night... not to mention the palpable chemistry that obviously existed between them. When his hand came to rest atop his chest she couldn't help but reach out for it. The soft grasp she'd had on his shirt was released as a result before her hand snuck underneath his own, her palm open and facing down as it could feel the palpitations within his chest.

Why'd you have to live so far away...?

Her eyes closed before Valeria leaned closer, her lips pressing softly against the man's cheek. She allowed the touch to linger longer than it normally would, before a prolonged sigh escaped through slightly parted lips as the girl nuzzled her face into the crook of his neck. She knew it then, her heart had already made its choice even against any complains or reservations her mind could harbor about it.

The world could truly be a cruel and unfair place at times...

@Yugam