Private Vintergard In the Dust's Wake

Gwyn ap Herne

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It had taken just over a week to put it all to rest. She had finished her missions in Utah. She finished a job and solo climb in Nevada. She visited her sisters and avoided her mother in northern California. She canceled her camping plans in Oregon. For the first time in a long time, Sabine had opted to get a hotel room rather than sleep in her car, a tent, or a cabin. The email had come in on the road, and she'd grappled with a lot in the time in-between. Years of regrets and longings quarreled with one another in-between her ribs. They had cracked against her sternum and sunk into her guts and hounded her for days. Day and night. A loop of the blinding light fading into Eastern Brisshal's fields, the whistle of arrows slowly finding their marks with keener aim, scales wrapped tight enough to crush and then again gentle under palm. A march of cheering crowds, a lone chimeric hunt, the burning bars of volcanic arms, watching bodies crack in half from the force of sobs, the warmth of home and hearty stews, the sky blotted out under so many arrows, the thrill of a final strike, swords in her memory she could only imagine as black as the void between stars.

Starcalled, she had been and, like many others, Starcalled she was again.

Gwyn ap Herne felt the weight of ages when she logged in for the first time in three years? Four? There was no adjusting of her eyes to the brilliant light of a first spawn in Eastern Brisshal and there was no adjusting to the low, candle-lit interior of the bakery. Everything was black. Bladed black. The world flared to life when an instinct long thought lost kicked it. Gwyn watched with rankled nerves as the edges of the hallway and the decorations hung on the walls sharpened. The runner along the floor to dampen the creaking and the tapping of a wolf's claws gained color. She could sense the hollow of air behind her, where the bedroom's door stood open. Ahead, past a few closed doors, the stairs down to the bakery proper rather than the living quarters above.

Her honed ability guided every step. Overwhelming. Every creak felt like a gunshot. The peeling away of the darkness made her temples throb. The movement of air against her bared arms was icy and rasping. The scent of dust and wood rot was inescapable. Kyupin Felnya's home at the heart of her lands should have never felt like a crypt. In the beams of sunlight downstairs? It felt more like a ghost town.

There were bootprints in the dust.

She'd lost time after that. Racing through a deserted town, wooden boards half-fallen and vines climbing up their flanks. The trod of wagons down the dirt roads was long washed away by rain and disuse. So too were the prints, after long enough. Even the inhumanly sharp senses her build allowed her… she couldn't find the owner of the lost and meandering path she'd followed through Kyupin's home and into the streets, and then faded into nothing. Gwyn had raced herself ragged and finally buckled against a tree. The bark snared against metal-studded leather, catching as she slid down to a loose sprawl at it's base. She hadn't found Vulcan either, not even prints or hairs. No Nathair. No Hati, Skoll, Krait, or Irene. There hadn't been a recall in the UI before, but she brought up the Settings to enable her HUD and search through every option in her inventory and settings and commands and nothing. Nothing except a few red alerts. Notifications. Letters in a mailbox that didn't exist, but simultaneously couldn't weather under layers of dust.

"I'm a fucking idiot."

A few minutes of a wild heartbeat and she had her answer. And there was nothing else but an even wilder race to some lake and some campground and somewhere near Vintergard. She had no idea why she'd specified it as safe, the capital region had been secured a while after the founding - the quests had been many, but important. It didn't matter. What did was, after a handful of hours, blonde hair and a familiar blue and white outfit. Four fucking years. It didn't feel real.

"Kyupin?"
 
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A week was a long time to be alone with her thoughts. And alone with them she'd been, for her family had no clue she'd slipped right back into Terrasphere's grasps, that she'd been burning through all of her sick days.

The first day had been a rollercoaster of emotions; excitement for her return, despair for what had been lost, hope for what could be fixed, fear for what could not. A message sent as she wiped away tears, hopeful and bubbly. Her feet, lingering by that dilapidated cottage, hoping maybe she hadn't even needed that message.

The second day had been a self-piteous one, fear digging its claws deeper into her and for all that she could not shake that obsession to collect claws, these ones were impossible to grasp. That was the day she'd actually left, starting her long trek back to Eastern Brisshal. She'd not found Vulcan there.

The third had been determined to continue the trend, until she'd found that new player in the woods. Found herself lost in memories past and found the will to pass on those happier times. It had brought her to Honeyhome, then further still to Stokbon when somebody mentioned Josephine's Bestiary to her.

The fourth and fifth had passed in a blur. Relief that Vulcan hadn't ever been there—nor had Nathair, Hati, Skoll Krait, or Irene—had warred with anger for the beasts trapped in those cages, and a sinking fear because Vulcan hadn't ever been there. But Stokbon had dangled another bead of hope; the rumors of a clearing, near the fallen Vintegard, where a maiden of the woods protected (or was protected by?) several powerful beasts.

So on the sixth she'd set off again, rented horse worked hard beneath her. Grasping on to that last, fragile hope. Because if Vulcan wasn't there, if Gwyn wasn't coming back, where could she go? What could she do? She'd swept those thoughts away for later - for never, hopefully.

Late into the seventh, she'd forced herself a moment of reprieve from her furious pursuit to let the horse graze and rest. And in that ticking silence: a message, setting her dwindling hope ablaze once more. The horse had been, understandably, less than pleased when Kyupin cut the break short and forced close that final distance between them and camp. And there she'd waited, standing right at the edge of camp. The horse had been led somewhere to properly rest. A similar offer had been extended to her, and when that'd been denied, at least a seat. She'd rejected that too.

But maybe she shouldn't have, her legs weak as her ears snapped to the voice, her head following shortly after.

"Gwyn."
The breathy name floated between them for only a moment before she launched herself at Gwyn. Her arms wrapped around the other's midsection, ignoring the pricks of metal studding as her fingers curled in, denting the leather. "What took you so long?"
 

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The full tilt run there had blurred by, but gods had it made the last few feet feel like miles. Her run had slowed and Kyupin, so similar and so dissimilar both, met her halfway. She had moved maybe ten feet to get to her... but it was four years they'd crossed in the distance. The messages hadn't felt real. She had wanted to type paragraphs. Ask questions. Clarifications. Each time she forced herself not to. She scraped by with the bare minimum lest she overdose on the taste of it all being true and happening and it falter before her eyes. Another lock out. Or a fake face from too many deaths. (But even Gwyn didn't believe that anymore. She still remembered the agony and the mockery on Darlite's face.)

She was repaid with warm arms curled around her and a face against her sternum, a body tucked into her towering shadow. Gwyn had never needed the bakery to feel at home before. It was all still true. All real. Damn it being a game, this was close enough to real.

"Work, I'm sorry, work and finding the fucking set and," her grip on Kyupin tightened as much as she dared. Her head dropped to hay-yellow hair and laughed a tad hysterical at the scent of horse rather than wet wolf or wheat bread. Her voice was quiet all at once with a message on the mind. "I missed you too, Kyupin." The repeat of it after that was more an exhalation than the whole of the words. And then just a sentiment her heart put on repeat.
 
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The camp's conversation and laughter fade into nothing, the ever present noise erased by the pounding of Gwyn's heart, of her own, of Gwyn's voice scratching into her mind —

I missed you too.

She had been determined to put on a bright smile, to welcome Gwyn with the very warmth and happiness Kyupin was known for. But her body betrays her; like thunder chasing lightning, a sob racks through her body, shaking it. Her strangled cry follows only milliseconds behind. And where there is a storm, there is rain, streaking Kyupin's cheeks and soaking Gwyn's chest. Her arms curl even tighter, using the strain of her muscles to smother the tremble in them. It's harder to breathe like this, nose crushed harshly into sternum, but she doesn't dare tilt her head and expose her tears.

She sucks in a greedy breath, all sweat and soot and Gwyn. "I missed you. So, so much. Even your foul language," she teases with laugh—it comes out weaker and wetter than she intends, and wobbles into her next words. "Thank you for coming back."
 

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It's so familiar that it grinds the edges of her sorrow down. The edges round and it doesn't hurt so much to lean into so much relief meeting misery. There's the shadow of dark, stone halls and the shadows of a wood door's threshold over her in the past. Gwyn holds Kyupin tight and feels smaller arms cling tighter to her in turn. She plucks the teeth out of the mouths of memories and breathes in deep.

Her eyes burn, but she doesn't cry. She doesn't want to trample the sound of Kyupin sobbing and breathing and being here with her. Four years have felt like ages. Four years have felt like hours. It's like they stepped out of the portal after Titanius and arrived right here. It's like they're strangers as adults that were inseparable as children. All of it is a confusing wash that she couldn't care less about because it's all real and true as soon as Kyupin says it in full this time. And the time means nothing when she admonishes her the same as ever. The last four years could have never elapsed if it weren't for the two of them admitting to it at all.

A part of her remembers something older. A conversation in the woods, Kyupin crumpling and crying then too. A discussion about the game. About injuries. About home. She's starting to think she was wrong about it then. Not that something was off in this world, but that it couldn't ever really be home.

Kyupin felt like lying on her back at the top of that quiet little climb only a handful of friends know about in Colorado. Except there's someone else there to enjoy the sun-warm rock too.

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be." The words tasted true. It caught her off guard, but Gwyn stepped over the hesitance it stoked in her. "I promised you I'd come back... back then, too. Now's not any different. Won't ever be any different." She hid the admission between Kyupin's flattened ears and wisps of cotton-soft hair. "I went back you know? Did the climb again, Mini Mt. McFuckIt. Sent it in one. Did tons of hikes, tons of climbs, camped in tit-freezing cold and in a desert - which is just as cold at night. Baby sat stupid ass hikers. Still don't get along with half the family, but caught up with some friends. Played messenger across the US, God the gas prices, Kyu. I even got to meet Cain, the real one, a few times."

She managed to cut her rambling off with a messy sniff. It gave away those waterline-high tears that hadn't fallen, but she was trying not to be gross. Just honest. With both of them. "But this is good. It's better. I missed this the whole time, and I missed you."
 
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