Enmity was in her last year of college and had definitely contracted the college form of senioritis. Or perhaps she was just getting addicted to this feeling of inner peace that she wasn't accustomed to in the real world. Here she felt like she could be herself without fear, the character she was playing disassociating herself from her actions just enough that her social anxiety didn't set in. In the real world just thinking about social interaction was enough to set off her flight or fight response. Here she was able to just relax and be herself for herself.
She had logged in for the first time a day or two before, and leaving the game and having to be her timid scared self during school was torture in itself. Knowing that the fear was irrational didn't help, so far the only thing that seemed to help was coming here.
She had spent next to no time learning the game systems or even paying attention to what she was supposed to be doing here. Rather, it had served more as a meditation and self reflection time. Her fingers twitched, a loud crackle interrupting the sounds of the forest as electricity crackled between her fingers. She glanced down, mesmerized by the arcing blue light, beginning to twist and shape it without even thinking about it. She kept doing this kind of thing without thinking about it consciously and it seemed to take actual mental effort to stop. It was similar to when she would twirl her pens or roll coins over her fingers in the real world, except here there wasn't the fear of judgement to stop her.
It was kind of cool anyway. As long as she didn't burn down the forest that is.
She plopped down, leaning up against a tree, her giant white witch hat pulled down to cover her eyes despite the fact that her bangs were already doing a fantastic job of hiding them. She wasn't really self conscious of how artificial they looked, in fact she thought they were incredibly cool, but she wasn't sure how others would react. She stared down at her fingers, an unfamiliar feeling welling up within her. A smile grew on her face as she watched the lighting jump from one finger to the other, her free hand forming a small orb of water tossing it up and down playfully.
@Trissayne Lavelle
She had logged in for the first time a day or two before, and leaving the game and having to be her timid scared self during school was torture in itself. Knowing that the fear was irrational didn't help, so far the only thing that seemed to help was coming here.
She had spent next to no time learning the game systems or even paying attention to what she was supposed to be doing here. Rather, it had served more as a meditation and self reflection time. Her fingers twitched, a loud crackle interrupting the sounds of the forest as electricity crackled between her fingers. She glanced down, mesmerized by the arcing blue light, beginning to twist and shape it without even thinking about it. She kept doing this kind of thing without thinking about it consciously and it seemed to take actual mental effort to stop. It was similar to when she would twirl her pens or roll coins over her fingers in the real world, except here there wasn't the fear of judgement to stop her.
It was kind of cool anyway. As long as she didn't burn down the forest that is.
She plopped down, leaning up against a tree, her giant white witch hat pulled down to cover her eyes despite the fact that her bangs were already doing a fantastic job of hiding them. She wasn't really self conscious of how artificial they looked, in fact she thought they were incredibly cool, but she wasn't sure how others would react. She stared down at her fingers, an unfamiliar feeling welling up within her. A smile grew on her face as she watched the lighting jump from one finger to the other, her free hand forming a small orb of water tossing it up and down playfully.
@Trissayne Lavelle