you are a weapon and weapons. don't. weep
It feels unfair.
The passage of time felt so fast in this moment when, in comparison, those five years between the Titanius battle and the return of the Starcalled had dragged. There had been days, weeks even, when Asher wondered what had happened and lamented the fact that he was adrift here without accurate knowledge of, well, anything.
And now, again, that familiar feeling washes over him. He didn't want tonight to end, he didn't want her to disappear into a world where he could not follow her. He wanted to stay and talk, to learn about her, to listen to all her thoughts and hopes and dreams, and share his own. And it is at this moment that he realizes what he's been missing these past five years: connection.
His smile is tenuous and his nod is a jerky affair that makes his hair flop. He shoves it back, out of his view, before answering her. "I'm not sure where I should even begin to look or when," he tells her with a chuckle, "but I'll do my best. We'll meet again, Rael. Promise."
[ @Rael ]