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Branching conversation with @MAI from the main thread...
The chimera that was Acelios turned toward the purple-haired girl as she approached him, his expression soft. Cradled in his chest was the sleeping Emmie, who was wrapping her tiny baby hands tight around his fingers, refusing to let go.

"No, you're fine to ask questions. The party has helped lighten the load I've been carrying."
The magia turned his gaze back onto the child snuggling against his chest. He continued speaking without looking up,

"I am not quite sure how to explain it. The emotions come from the Accelerator side, which imposes emotions onto what little I am remembering. In recalling the memories I do possess, emotions are evoked. While logic would dictate that I should feel like a merger between two lives - a new being, that's only partially true..."
He paused to stroke Emmie's cherubic cheek before continuing,

"Logic aside, it feels more as if I am a deconstructed Ahylios, but with human emotions. The majority of Accelerator's memories are kept from me as well, which complicates it further. I understand what Starcalled are conceptually from bits and pieces of the lived Accelerator life, yet, I am unable relate to your experience as a Starcalled. "
Emmie grabbed and drooled on his finger while nuzzling against him. He continued,

"There are many blanks that don't provide any context. And, given how much of my magia core was lost that day, I also don't have a lot of reference to draw on from my Ahylios side either. I can only construct meanings on the now and how I feel at this moment since both pasts are unavailable to my current self."
Acelios chewed on the matter as he orated his thoughts to Mai.