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"Six years. Not seven," Caterina said. Six. But what did it matter when the days all blurred together, and the months and years were indistinguishable. It was all just a blink of an eye anyways. Just a snapshot. And here was another snapshot, as Rina struggled to find words that seemed to pain her, and Rosario sat across from her, looking haggard and defeated.

What answer could possibly satisfy Rosario though? He'd pondered that himself a thousand times. She left him for someone else. She got bored but couldn't face him. Something else outside of his control whisked her away. All the what ifs in the world could never satisfy him though, and he doubted the truth would either. He just needed to hear it.

But what Rosario heard, he had never once imagined. His father, his own father, told her to leave. And she did, just for a hundred grand. Pocket change to someone like his father. More importantly, "Y- you were pregnant?" Rosario asked aloud, his voice tentative, as if he were testing to see if pieces of a puzzle fit together. "With...?"

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Rina was shaking as she watched him. He looked so exhausted. Time felt frozen to her as she studied everything through a lens of pain and fear. She'd rehearsed this so many times to herself. What she would have told him in that moment of joy they never had the chance to share. So many times when she'd laid in her bed forced to rest so she could carry her twins as long as possible so that they could grow and be healthy happy little babies...which they were.

So very healthy and beautiful...

She could never give him that back.

That realization finally broke her and she let herself cry. The stress and anxiety of the moment finally rushed out of her like a sigh. She didn't have the right to beg for forgiveness, but she desperately needed to....wanted to.

"About 8 weeks....I had originally just assumed it was exhaustion from finishing up school. I didn't think too much about the exhaustion or the nausea....I've never been good about eating meals regularly and classes were busy....plus it's not like you didn't enjoy blowing my back out then...so...the ache wasn't something new."

Simple excuses at the time which made her miss so many clear warning signs, like the puking and the dizziness. Such simple symptoms. It was the obliviousness of college life. The wild parties and intense nights of sex that they'd thrived on as kids just looking for an excuse to be together....

Rina slowly placed her hand on his own. Still shaking but also understanding how heavy this burden would be for him with the words that followed. It wasn't just one...no they had two lives together...that they'd created.

"Twins....a little boy, Orion...and a little girl, Selena. Both five....born in November...."

She smiled softly while her free hand wiped away her tears. She'd waited this long to tell him so much in such a short statement. She decided then that it would be best to wait....to let him process the topic before she continued on with filling him in on the rest of it.....

Though he needed to know the whole truth of the situation....

If he wanted them....

Rina looked at her hand for a moment....the reality hitting her....

What if he didn't? No, he would want their children.....not her though....

She'd given up their relationship for $100,000....


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Caterina didn't say it outright. It almost seemed like she refused to as she explained how far along she'd been, how she'd missed the signs and the excuses that had accompanied those mistakes. But when she told him their names, Rosario knew. They were his children. Not just a son, or a daughter, but both. Twins. Twins he'd never gotten to meet, to watch grow up.

Rosario sat there, a shocked look on his face. His eyes were distant, his gaze fixed to something somewhere elsewhere. He felt empty. Hollowed out, like someone had reached into his body with a sharp spoon and scraped out everything that he was. Six years of their life he'd missed. Six years stolen from him, that he could never get back. But it wasn't too late, not quite yet.

They were still young, and if he was careful, slow as to not disturb the lives they already had, maybe he could still be a father to them.

When his gaze finally snapped back to Caterina, Rosario's eyes were cold. "I want to meet them." An exacting tone that left no room for argument. It was a command, not a request. "Not yet. But soon. I refuse to be cut out of their lives, Rina."

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Rina watched him silently. Her fear creeping back into her core the longer she sat there. His expression was filled with shock at first. He didn't look at her for such a long time.

Though when he finally did...his gaze was so cold.

It was a look she'd never imagined seeing directed at herself. The way he looked at her made her feel so dirty. Worse than the way the customers looked at her with their disgusting lust. She was facing her worst fear.

When she realized what he meant by the question of "with?" She understood. It wasn't about what the baby was....it was who they belonged to. For even just a moment....he'd questioned her loyalty to him. If they were his kids... Rina knew she'd done many things wrong in this situation....but she'd never...

She could feel her anger bubbling up. The hell she'd been through to have their children. The bed rest, the anxiety, the blood....the surgery to have them. She pulled her hand away quickly.

She'd died on the table to have them. Faced death to hold those babies and won the battle. Her first memory of Ori was his little blue fingers and the silence....the trauma of it. He'd never seen those things....never heard them cry or held them.

It wasn't his choice to miss those moments, but she....she was still mad.

She looked at him and said nothing as he spoke to her in a commanding tone. There was no room for argument and he was right. She stood up and dusted off her dress. There was no room for her in his life, but she had to make room in hers for him....

He thought she was a whore.....

The man who she'd wanted to marry and loved blindly enough to try and protect in her own pathetic way...

"........fine, but you should call your father first. I'm sure he can fill you in on the rest of it."

There was venom in her words. She turned towards the door. She owed him an explanation. Rina had given him her heart. Blindly, she'd loved him and gave up her body to have his children....

But it wasn't just her life he would interrupt.

"You say you want to meet them now, but that doesn't mean you get to call the shots in this Rosario. I raised them. I admit that I've wronged you, but nothing is more important to me than their wellbeing and safety. We will meet after you talk with him."

Regardless of her own pain....she had to do what was best for her children.

"....is that all? I'm sure some other whore would get you off just as easily as fucking me did."



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Rina pulled her hand away and stood abruptly, her hands brushing at her dress as Rosario reached for his bourbon again and began to drink from the glass. No amount of alcohol though could make this situation any easier, bring back six years of missed time with his own children. Children whose names he'd only just learned, whose faces he'd never seen. What did they look like? Did their laughs shine like their mother's? Whose nose did they inherit? Questions Rosario had never had reason to ask hid behind the pain of learning the truth. One question had been answered and a thousand more surfaced.

"........fine, but you should call your father first. I'm sure he can fill you in on the rest of it."
"Oh, he and I'll be having a long conversation,"
through clenched teeth. His father was many things. Many awful things, Rosario's illusions of his father had died alongside his mother. But the one thing that had never changed was his love for his family. Had that man really thought he was doing what was best for his son? Probably, but intentions didn't always justify the results.

Rosario looked up at Rina again, brows knitted with anger. "And you think I don't care, Rina? That I'd put anything above their lives or their happiness? I didn't get to choose whether or not I'd helped raise, I didn't even get asked." At some point, Rosario had stood up, towering over Rina as he fumed. Never had he been given a choice.

She stood by the door, a clear sign that she wanted to be done now. Their conversation was done, and she'd probably go home to their children, while Rosario would be left to wallow in his cold, empty apartment. "I'll get your number from Babs. I'm going home." A swift movement as Rosario knocked back the last of the bourbon. "I'll be in touch," he said as he opened to door to leave, slamming it behind him.

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She watched him finish his drink. She was so angry she was shaking. He stripped her of control in the situation with such ease. His own anger fueling his response.

Still, she couldn't stop herself from burning this image into her memory. It could very well be the last that they were like this...two scorned lovers fighting. The next time would be as parents learning to work together for the sake of their children. She was just the mother of his children.

Children he didn't know existed until five minutes ago.

She was selfish. It was a given, but Rina knew he had this kind of mannerism to control the situation because of how his father raised him. His charisma came naturally, but Rosario was gifted with being able to move the energy of a room any way he wished it. It had drawn her to him and now it infuriated her. But, what could she do?

He brushed past her and with a slam of the door he was gone. No goodbye or even a longing glance cast her direction. Nothing, but his fury left in the path....and she was alone. Left to nurse the wounds that she'd caused with her choices....

'He'll be a good father....'

She reminded herself as she waited silently in the room before letting herself just slide down the wall and sob. The pain of it all finally sinking in.

'The twins will have more love and stability than even I could've imagined...'

Still, Rina understood now that her life, her secrets...and potentially even her heart was about to be broken open in ways she never wanted.

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